Phantastic

maarenees · Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 12:18 pm Post subject: maarenees poetry

i don't want to feel anything right now
no pain no joy
i try to restrain the demon in me
the hate it makes in me
i want to release it
it doesnt want me to do that
i try to kill it with love
my heart stood still
like a clock with no battery
i punch till my hands bleed
it doesnt matter
the demon stays in me
it eats me from the inside out
i turn into a monster
my life destroyed
nothing left to help me
my life ends
i die but the demon live's
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it comes back in flashes
a train it sounds it horn
it hits my bike
i fly i see an angel
it says i have a special purpose
she doesnt say what it is
i flash back to the normal world
i lie in bed i dreamed about my acsident
i dont know why my heart goes fast
i cant sleep any more
i think of my angel of love
and i fall asleep
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arador · Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 1:16 pm Post subject:

Deep. the first one is pretty emo but the second one was deep.
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maarenees · Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 2:31 pm Post subject:

its how i feel at the moment
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maarenees · Posted: Mon Mar 06, 2006 2:13 pm Post subject:

vampiere poeme

your live is over
im here
when i bite you
i make you one of mine
now your hopeless and forgotten
damned to be rotten
you wil not survive my will
cause its in for a kill
your not the first i bite
im stronger then myself
im with two when you see one
im not schizofrenic
but im a symbiot two in one body
creating a fusion that cause trouble
and is strong of heart
and mean of soul
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maarenees · Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 3:22 pm Post subject:

why should i flee?
because its over between you and me
you dont care you where like that for a while
it was sickening it was vile
making me suffer not telling me the love is gone
but now were friends your next guy was there all along
i noticed him i told you i was jealous
jealous that they looked, yea the other fellas
but its better like this i am free
it just the way it is
i happy now feeling no restrains
not caring about the pains
beating something up is the way
the way to self destruct
i dont like to say...
love me just for another day
thats pathetic its not me
so i keep myself strong for another girl to come
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arador · Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 3:45 pm Post subject:

Moving.....That's all I can think to describe it, moving.....
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maarenees · Posted: Thu Aug 30, 2007 12:53 pm Post subject:

i see it as a compliment ^^
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arador · Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 3:18 pm Post subject:

I like your emotional input. I'm not really one for free verse myself, but I like how you worked these poems.
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maarenees · Posted: Fri Oct 26, 2007 2:04 pm Post subject:

love is like a sword
it can defend but also kill
you stabbed me with that sword like a drill
making me insecure and lonely
now scarred of love i am
someone kiss me and make me who i am

throw it away
make it count collect the pay
for the sake of my believe's
i kill me fear with a single stab
but its regain health
firing up it does
now its killing me
faking my emotions and faking me
im not myself its the fear making the talk
but this feeling is real
its the fear that make's me walk

some simple poems nothing special
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maarenees · Posted: Sun Oct 28, 2007 9:46 am Post subject:

when i laugh its just an act
you can see through it its a fact
its not me its a disguise
cause im not eternal but im wise
wise enough to say im old enough
the age perfect for someone's love
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the way i feel is oke
at this age i want to see
someone standing next to me
someone to love and hold in darker times
times of pain and loss you can't see with your eyes
why do i care for love so intense
because its a lust a sense
but why do i crave for a sin
a unholy virtue something bad to begin
because it satisfie's my sorrow
now i want to be kissed
from now till tomorrow
every day a kiss from my loved one
a feeling i get
but her face i can't see
because i dont know her, yet
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im sitting here lonely and afraid
why is there no one here
how come that everybody left
im feeling the sorrows of others
the pain is intense
now i can't think of anything
i have no commen sense
im going insane i want to scream
but no one can hear me
because its a dream
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